Today was the most oppressive day in a long time. From literally being chewed out over 2 grocery bags not filled considered trash not being brought down because I’M FUCKING EXHAUSTED, to working a 10 hr day and taking a 15 min break and being chewed out for doing so. Everybody else takes a break. I can’t work on my feet in the heat for 10 hrs straight on one fucking break.
I really think at this point I’m ready to die. I could not wake up tomorrow and it would be ok with me. My life has become nothing but misery and sobbing for hrs on end wondering how long is this going to go on.
I have to work a 13 hr day Friday doing things I haven’t been trained to do. I want to give up. I’m tired of pushing myself and dying for absolutely nothing.
On top of everyone’s expectations of me to ask how they’re doing. You may be sick, but I’m ready to die and I’m not kidding anymore and nobody cares. Not one fucking person in this world cares.